I have ordered my first batch of hormones, low dosage, for experimental reasons. Shrink approved.
Want to see how it affects my emotional center.
For all you transitioning peeps:
I think I have to do it...it's like a crawling vine over my brain. All I can think about. Not always positive. I feel like it will consume me.
Why is self acceptance so hard? I feel like my Neurotransmitters are fucking with my heads
Just need some feedback
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
My therapist told me to check this episode of Trauma out, as it was GLBT themed. Lots of drag queens and trans folk, as well as a powerful message of acceptance. It was well done, and I enjoyed it, despite the fact I don't like the show or the genre much.
Friday, November 13, 2009
The Late Mr. Shakespeare is all about Shakespeare.
It also happens to be about crossdressing and a major theme is gender blurring.
The narrator, Pickleherring, once played all the female roles in Shakespeare's plays, and in his late years is writing a biography of his former master. In it is a lot of interesting stuff about Shakespeare, real or imagined, and a great deal about sexuality, wearing stockings, pretending to be a woman, and men and women pretending to be the opposite sex during sex, etc.
Now it isn't pornography, by the writer has a pornographer's heart. He suggests that Mr. Shakespeare's powers originated in the heart of a gender bending relationship he had with his dark mistress.
If you don't like Shakespeare, skim around. The major crossdressing chapters are easy to pick out, but there is plenty scattered throughout.